Struggle vs. Surrender

 i have nowhere to run nor hide
the place where i stand
is nothing but a tip of an iceberg
im barely hanging
waiting for myself to fall

i dont know which hurts the most
that i keep struggling with a "reason"
or shall i let 'me fall down
to nowhere and forever be lost

i call names of people
who seem not to hear my voice
like always
im lost in oblivion
never heard of, always invisible